SA 20 GODINA TEŽILA JE KAO PETOGODIŠNJE DETE: Ona je uspela da pobedi ANOREKSIJU, a ovako je izgledao njen oporavak! (FOTO)
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SA 20 GODINA TEŽILA JE KAO PETOGODIŠNJE DETE: Ona je uspela da pobedi ANOREKSIJU, a ovako je izgledao njen oporavak! (FOTO)

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Koni Inglis se od detinjstva borila sa poremećajem ishrane.

Njena dijagnoza bila je "anorexia nervosa" što je poremećaj jedenja u središtu kojeg se nalazi preplavljujući strah od debljanja. Devojke ne vide realan odraz u ogledalu i boje se jesti, a oporavak je težak i psihički i fizički.

A lot of people have asking me how I did it. How I recovered so fast... the truth is, I didn't. An eating disorder is deceptive and horrible. It lures you in and makes you believe that you'd be nothing without it, you wouldn't survive without it. I used to believe my ed was my best friend but all it ever wanted to do was kill me. In the picture on the left I was 13 and had already been struggling for a long time. ? There are 8 years between these photos and in that time I have weight restored and relapsed countless times. I have tormented myself mentally and physically. I told myself I was horrible and unworthy of happiness. I have hated my body. I have starved it, I have hurt it, I have left unmeasurable damage. THIS IS NOT MY LIFE ANYMORE!! After 10 years I finally decided I loved my family and friends more than my illness. I decided that I wasn't to blame for everything that had happened. I decided that I deserved to be happy!!! So I finally let go... ? If your still struggling I am with you every step of the way. If you've been going through this for lifetimes and feel useless when you see others getting better, I completely understand. If you feel like your Ed is still taking care of you, I understand but I promise there are better things out there!!! If your not taken seriously because you don't fit into the typical anorexia box, your struggles are worthy and you deserve to be helped!!! If your turned away because of you weight, skin colour or gender, FIGHT LIKE HELL!! You deserve to be heard!!! ? I'm not telling you this for sympathy or to diminish anyone's struggles!! Everyone's struggles are valid!! But I want you to know that it is possible!! Yes I still have bad days. I still struggle but I'm stronger now and know that I deserve to be happy! Keep going, it's going to be the hardest thing you ever do but it's so worth it! Fight like hell and I'll be fighting with you!! #positivebeatsperfect

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Koni je devojka koja se izborila s anoreksijom prava je inspiracija i uteha svim devojkama koje se bore s ovom opakom bolešću. Sa ovom bolešću se borila od 10. godine. Bila je stravično mršava, odbijala je jesti, a u bolnici je završila 2016. godine jer je s 20 godina imala težinu deteta od pet godina.

January 23rd 2016- January 23rd 2017 ? ? Firstly I want to say this is not a look how skinny I was or look how well I've done post. This is to hopefully show you that no matter how lost you are in your own head, it is possible to escape! It is possible to find happiness again!!! ? ? Secondly you do not have to be this shape, size colour or gender for your struggles to matter! You are always deserving of help if you are struggling!!! ? ? It's a year ago today since I was sectioned under the mental health act. I was so ill I was doing everything I could think of to not take in ANYTHING. I had given up. My eating disorder had taken over and I wanted to die. So I was sectioned and forced to get better. I was put on an ng tube. I was forced to watch as the scale went up every week and I could do nothing about it. (Not that I didn't try) I hated everyone who put me through that! I was on drugs that put me out so I wouldn't hurt myself or anyone else. This time last year I was a mess. ? But the people I loved stayed by me. My best friends and my boyfriend came to see me all the time and my parents where there every day. They where there to remind me to try. So I did. Eventually I asked my boyfriend if it was ok if I ate, he told me I should. For the first time in my life I realised that I loved these people more than my ed. so I fought, I fought like hell!!! ? ? I'm not telling you this for sympathy or to diminish anyone's struggles, (everyone's struggle is valid!!! No matter how long it takes!!) I was in this for 10 years before I got out. But I want you to know that it is possible!!!!! No not all my problems have gone away. Yes I still have the thoughts. But I am strong enough now to resist! Keep going! You can get through this hell and I will be with you every step of the way!!! We can do this together!!!! ??? (I don't want to answer any questions about weight) #positivebeatsperfect

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How did I recover??? This post is for the many people messaging me asking for help. People asking me how I did it. I honestly wish I could give you an easy quick fix answer. I wish more than anything I had a magic wand to help you all! Everybody's recovery is different and valid no matter how long it takes. Here's mine (the very short version!) I was in the depths of anorexia and depression in late June 2016 I couldn't deal with it. I tried everything. But none of it worked I was loosing hope but then I realised I was trying to recover for my idea of a healthy body, it just wasn't happening. I had to get better for ME!!! So finally after 10 years I did EVERYTHING!!! I talked until I had no more words. I cried until my head felt like it was going to split. I asked my boyfriend to stop me doing every behaviour I had learnt to rely on. He took away my blades, he went to the toilet with me to make sure I didn't purge, he held me while I screamed and cried. And eventually I managed to start doing these things on my own. I started a recovery Instagram and the support was amazing. I joined a group chat with some incredible girls. I went to therapy. I went to eating groups. I set myself challenges that terrified me. And so so slowly it got easier..... There will be at least 100x a day you want to give up but every time you don't you get stronger and your ed gets weaker! It is possible!!! You can do this I fully believe in you!!! Recovery is possible!! #positivebeatsperfect #selflovebootcamp

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Recovering from an eating disorder is the hardest thing I've ever had to do. Anorexia has taken over so much of my life. I've been struggling with it for nearly 10 years. There is 8 years between these photos and in that time I have restored weight and relapsed countless times. I have tormented myself mentally and physically. I told myself I was useless, ugly, horrible and unworthy of a good life. I have hated my body. I've starved it, I've hurt it and I've left unmeasurable damage. But not anymore. I will not bully myself anymore. I do still get those urges. The urge to be thinner, to punish myself. But I know that if I give in I would lose so much more than weight. I would lose my friends, my boyfriend, my love of art and photography, my desire to be alive and most of all I would lose myself. But I have come so far in the time between these pictures. I have learnt so much about myself and I've grown into a woman I am proud to be. I have finally realised that I am worthy. It doesn't matter what I look like or what the number on the scale says. It only matters that I grab my life and I enjoy it. Have fun with my friends, love uni, love my boyfriend. BE HAPPY! 'Bullying takes many forms- sometimes you have to protect you from yourself. Love yourself. Your worth it!' ♥️♥️♥️ #edcommunity#eatingdisorder#anawho#fuckana#prorecovery#depressed#anxiety#edworrior#edarmy#edfamiliy#realrecovery#mentalillness#edfam#recoveryispossible#anorexianervosa#fuckanorexia#nourishtoflorish#nourishnotpunish#nourishyourbody#fighting#foodblogger#2fab4ana#bodypositive#transformationthursday#beautiful#pisitive#bodyposi#keepgoing#loveyourself

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Onda je krenuo oporavak. Koni je nakon bolničkog lečenja počela da jede. Kasnijeje počela i da uživa u hrani, pa i u životu. Danas je na njoj očit i fizički i psihički oporavak, a na Instagramu je prati gotovo 100 hiljada ljudi.

Anyone got the Boxing Day blues?! Hands up???????? Today is sometimes harder than Christmas. Family arguments. Leftovers. Food guilt. Constant diet talk. - ? So you've eaten a lot. So you've put on a bit of weight. So you ve got a food baby that hasn't gone down since yesterday! So what?! - ? None of these things make you any less of a person!!! Why the hell do we feel the need to punish ourselves, make ourselves feel like hell, just because we've eaten a bit too much?! Nope sorry I call bullshit. - ? I've been punishing myself for eating for years. I've hurt my body and mind in so many different ways but NONE OF THESE MADE ME HAPPY! - ? Being stick thin never made me happy. Being in hospital never made me happy. Saying no to food I really wanted never made me happy. Getting fit and lean while restricting my food NEVER MADE ME HAPPY!! - ? So no I'm not going to start my diet tomorrow. I'm not going to start going to the gym. I'm not going to do everything I can to get rid of my belly! Because I know it's not going to make me happy! - ? So instead I'm going to ignore diet talk and detox January and I'm going to say yes to the cheese and the nibbles! I'm going to look after me and have a FAB time doing it! You can get through this! Do what's right for you and just have fun. I mean that's what life's about right?! - ? But if your finding it really hard I'm going to tag some beautiful people who really help me + I'm always here!!! ?♥️ Xoxo stay strong ??? #positivebeatsperfect - - @selfloveclubb @selfloveliv @bodyposipanda @omgkenzieee @nourishandeat @thetremblingofaleaf @nonairbrushedme @_kellyu @_____halle__ @kateshappinessjourney

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